new life

haii :)

welcome to new semester , new major , new friends

hope this semester will be nice :)

As long as you’re there

Hmm
Mmm
All my life
I’ve waited for the right
Moment to let you know
I don’t wanna let you go oh

But now I’ve realized
There’s just no perfect time
To confess how I feel
This much I know is real

So I refuse to
Waste one more second without you
Knowing my heart

Baby cause I don’t
Need anything else but your love
Nothing but you means a thing to me
I’m incomplete

When you’re not there
Holding me, touching me, I swear
All of the rest could just disappear
And I wouldn’t even care
As long as you’re there

Take these words
Don’t let them go unheard
This is me reaching out
I hope you can hear it now

Cause baby my heart’s at stake
Take it
It’s yours to break

I’d rather try and lose
Than keep this love from you
Yeaah

So I refuse to
Waste one more second
Without you
Knowing my heart

Baby cause I don’t
Need anything else but your love
Nothing but you means a thing to me
I’m incomplete

When you’re not there
Holding me touching me I swear
All of the rest could just disappear
And I wouldn’t even care
As long as you’re there

Each day and night
That I’ve kept this a secret
It’d killed me
It’s time
To share what I feel inside

Sunshine with Vocal Adrenaline:
I don’t
Need anything else but your love
Nothing but you means a thing to me
I’m incomplete

When you’re not there
Holding me touching me I swear
All of the rest could just disappear
And I wouldn’t even care
As long as you’re there
As long as you’re there

-As long as you’re there-

NOTE TO GOD

If I wrote a note to God
I would speak whats in my soul
I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away,
For love to overflow
If I wrote a note to God
I'd pour my heart out on each page
I'd ask for war to end
For peace to mend this world
I'd say, I'd say, I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God
I would say what on my mind
I'd ask for wisdom to let compassion rule this world
Until these times
If I wrote a note to God
I'd say please help us find our way
End all the bitterness, put some tenderness in our hearts
And I'd say, I'd say, I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

No, no no no
We can't do this on our own
So

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God

- NOTE TO GOD -

HOLIDAY:)

HAPPY HOLIDAY

i'll be miss u 14-3A ...

luv u guys <3

By My Side -David Choi

I'm just listening to the clock go ticking,
I am waiting as the time goes by.
I think of you with every breath I take,
I need to feel your heartbeat next to mine.
You're all I see, in everything.

I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.

All the fears you feel inside,
and all the tears you cry,
they're ending right here.
I'll heal your heart and soul;
I'll keep you oh so close.
Don't worry; I'll never let you go.
You're all I need, you're everything.

I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.

No one else will ever do.
I got a stubborn heart for you.
Call me crazy, but its true; I love you.
I didn't think that it would be,
you have made it clear to me.
You're all I need.

I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.

GOD IS OUR VICTORY

YOU’RE THE ONE WHO STANDS BEFORE US
YOU’RE THE ONE WHO BROUGHT US OUT FROM THE DARKNESS
YOU’RE THE MIGHTY GOD WHO SAVES US
WHEN THE STORMS AND FIRES ARE RAGING ALL AROUND US

IF GOD IS FOR US WHO’LL STAND AGAINST US?
WHO CAN SEPARATE US FROM THE LOVE OF CHRIST?
IF GOD IS FOR US WHO CAN DIVIDE US?
YOU HAVE OVERCOME THE WORLD BY YOUR GREAT LOVE

LET GOD ARISE, LET GOD ARISE
LET US BEHOLD HIM AND BOW DOWN
HE LEADS US ALL THROUGH BATTLES WON
GOD IS OUR VICTORY, WE SHALL RISE

-GOD IS OUR VICTORY-

nice quotes

butuh masalah agar tau kekuatan,

butuh fitnah agar bisa bersabar,

butuh celaan agar bisa bsyukur,

butuh ujian agar bisa naik kelas .. dan

butuh senyum,untuk menghadapi itu semua :)

-stehfani phung-

final project ku slese

OH GOD ... THX BGT BGT BGT BGT BGT

final project gw kelar ....

skg fokus ke final exam deh ...

ya ampunn tdi MARKETING deg-deg an bgt ...

ga bisa jwab pula ..

tpi ya untung deh dpet nilai 79 ...

nilai makalah nya 90 ... aaaa~ senang nya ..

kerja keras gw ga sia-sia juga ....

hhe ...

abis itu tdi gw k mangdu ...

duit yg gw kumpulin beberapa hari . di habiskan dalam waktu beberapa jam ...

can you imagine ???

ohhh miriss nya dompetku ...

keringg .. :((((((((

kapan gw beli piano nya klo gini ?? -___-"

tp gw bersyukur bgt ...

THX GOD FOR TODAY :)

YOU MAKE MY LIFE SO WONDERFUL

you can't STOP the future

you can't RETURN the past

The only way to learn the

secret ... is to press PLAY

iseng-iseng

THX GOD for blessing , today :)

PROJECT = DIE

semester 2 kali ini bener2 ngebunuh gw ...

smua subject ada tugas yang bener2 bisa ngebunuh ......

1. Advertising - suruh buat iklan yang mesti di buat seperfect mungkin .. gila kan ya ?
2. Com teo- nyaris setiap 2 minggu pertemuan pasti ad tugasnya .. mati ga tuh ?
3. Marketing- final project yang setiap minggu di periksa masih bnyak salahnya .. stresss
4. B.Admin- suruh buat business plan yang nyaris gilaaaa ....... huyuhh~
5. G.English- suruh buat service plan yang ga ad di indo .. huyuh~ matii gw ... bikin iklannya pula ...
6. PR- final project yang tidak kunjung2 selese pengerjaan nya ... :((((
7. Masscom- disuruh presentasi ttg radio, record, music ..

dan itu smua dikerjakan KELOMPOK !!!.

yang gw paling benci ., ga semua org kerjain ...

stressssss dahh

YA SUDAHLAH

Ketika mimpimu yang begitu indah,
tak pernah terwujud .. YA SUDAHLAH

Saat kau berlari mengejar anganmu,
dan tak pernah sampai.. YA SUDAHLAH

Saat kau berharap keramahan cinta,

tak pernah kau dapat.. YA SUDAHLAH

i hate being my self

i just want you to know .. i'm here still loving you n waiting you ....

i don't know why ...

rasanya mw nngis terus .. tp gw tw gw harus KUAT ...

gw ga tw mpe kpn gw kyk gini ..

rasanya ingin TUTUP MATA . TUTUP HATI . untuk selamanya

Huyuh~

kembali lagi saya ..

saya pusinkk ..

punya "pacar" baru ga enak nih .. dy cinta ma gw , tp gw ga cinta ma dy . #abaikan

ya "pacar" baru gw itu TUGAS !! mauu gilaa mamii ..

di MALAM MINGGU yang indah ini pun saya harus menyelesaikan tugas2 ..

hwaaaaa~ stresss berat berat beratt ...

sekian

17 May 2011

SELAMAT HARI WAISAK ;)

buat yg merayakan ..

sempett dodol jga sih nny ke kk ..

hari waisak itu buat agama apah sih ?? hhe

hari ini gw ke mangdu .. :)

rameee bgt asli ga boong sumpahh ...

>.<

di mangdu gw cma beli kaset doankk ..

bju2 na ga ad yg bgus .. knpa ya ? hm ...

bis dr mangdu ke empoo deh .

main di timezone mpe bego, mpe sekarat, mpe pegel ..

@.@

bingung mw nulis apa lgi ..

hihi

Mon(ster)day

smalem ge ngobrol2 ma nyokap

eh dy nnya ..

kog pacar lu ga main ke rumah lagi ? dan gw hanya diam ..

gw ga tw mw ngomong aph ???

oh GOD ....

gw bener2 ga sanggup ....

gw kangen pas dy manggil gw "swity"

gw kangen pas dy sms gw "Pagi, Malam, delelel"

gw keingettt lu terus ..

kog lu tega bgt sih ???

:(((((((((((((((

gw sms dy "i really miss when you called me "swity"

dy bls "Hi swity :)"

oh GOD ....

i really love him ....

please GOD ... tell him how much i love him .......

td gw k TA

ke ultahnya MAYBEL :)

how sweet :)))

trus bis itu gw k tmpt dmna dy nembak gw ..

smbil mnum quickly ..

kejadian yg sama ga mngkin keulang untuk 2x kan ?

hha ..

just a dream :)

happy sunday

aduh~ hari ini gw senengg bgt bgt bgt bgt bgt ...

bangun2 liad hp ada yg sms smalem dr dy .. yuhuuu~

coba gw ga tdur dluan tuh .. hufh~

bis ituu gw sms an ma dy .. cuma bntar doankk sih . cma senenggg bgttttt !!!!!! :p

dy ajak gw k greja , cma qlo ga ad tmn gw ga mauk .. bner2 ga kenal sp2 ., aplg gw ma dy udh putus ,. binun jg mw ngobrol ma spa ...

trus bis itu jam stgh 11 gw ke TA

jdi ke ingett tmpt dimana dy nembak gw :(

hwaaaa~

sedihh bgt inget nya .. :(

bsq gw k sana age :(

perut gw hari ini ga beres .. kmaren juga sih ... sakit na ga wajar .. sakit na ga pke otak .. sakit na sakit perih gtu .. :((

diaree pula ... ga brani blg org2 rmah .. bisa kacauu nih .. moga2 sembuhh deh ...

trus td ke TA bli novel .. ya ampunn udh lama ga beli novel .. jdi inget pas dy bliin novel nila dan ungu .. hwaaaa~ miss yu . :'(

td beli novel na perhaps you - stephanie zen

*ini novelnya..*

bis itu gw plg bis itu lanjut deh potong rambut ma si lolenma ,..

td pas di salon kog bagus tpi sampe drmh kog jelek sih ???

*ini dy rambut barunya*

gw langsung berencana pengen exten secepatnya dan smuting secepatnya ..

gw berharap dengan gw potong rambut bisa mengubur kesialan gw .. AMIN ..

trus bis itu td gw ke GM pgen nail art malah jdi na fish spa ..

aduh gelii dehh .. ga bakal mw coba age .. hufhh~

*ini dy fish spa nya ..*

bis ke fish spa gw ke matahari ..

nyari kuteks .. ya ampunn .. yg namanya cwe emg dasar ya laper mata .. ckck

alhasil nyoba2 warna kuteks yg bgus jari gw yg jadi korban deh . kamfrett ga tuh ?

*ini warna2 kutek nya .. *

13 May 2011

hufhh~ kmaren blog na ga bisa buka . :(

kmaren ntu gw di rumah ...

BT sangat sangatt

ngko gw rese ...

huhh~

lgan pgen jalan ga ad yg ngajakin ..

sebell bgt sumpahh ....

tpi hari ini gw pergi jj ..

yuhuuuu~

i wanna go to ATMA .. korean festival i'm comin .. :)

tyta korean festival na ga seruu ..

ga ada aph2 ..

:(

tp liad org korea. gantengg deh :)

abis dr situ gw malah ke semanggi ma stella n liana

huyuhh~

dan lucunya gw liana n stella pke baju warnanya sama2 abu2 .. ckck ..

bisa samaan gtu , pdhal ga janjian tuh .. ckck .. sayangna ga kepoto .. hha

kamfrettt deh ..

masa di ATMA liad cwe ma cwo pelukan ..

eh di semanggi juga liad cwe ma cwo pelukan ...

sebelllllllll

tuh org ga tw tempatt ye ?

sebel deh hri ini ..

perut ga beres ...

perihhhhhhhh bgt rasanya ... knapa ya ??

ga brani blg spa2 .. :((

kog dy ga sms ya ?? kangen :(

12 May 2011

hari ini hari trakhir MID term .. yuhuuuuu~

PR gw lumayan bisa lah yah ..

tpi MARKETING kmaren 55 , emg gw ga bakat dalam hal marketing deh .. fiuhh~

tpi gw punya kabar gembira ...

libur dari jumat-selasa .. :))

tp bingung jga gw ngapain aj

hari ini gw galauu bgt sumpahh ..

ke inget dy mulu ...

dy selalu ad pikiran gw .. :(

gw bencii tpi gw sayang ma dy ...

kog dy hari ini ga sms gw sih ?? gw sih udh ga mau sms dy age .. abisnya waktu pas gw sms dy , dy lupa bales sms gw .. :(

gw tuh udh ganggu dy .. :((

gw pgen bgt sms dy .. tpi ya gtu deh ..

sms gw kek ,.... :((

i miss u .................................

gw selalu inget kenangan yang udah kita laluinn ,..

gw pgen flashback donkk ... :((

gw ga tw mw curhat ke siapa skg ini ..

akhirnya blog ini yg menjadi tmpat curhat gw yg sekarang ..

si cc crita ktanya valentine kmaren di kasih bunga ma si kk

jdi ke ingett ma dy. sumpahh .. dy dtg ke rmh gw ksih bunga jga ...

:((((((((((((((((( *netes air mata*

moga2 lu baca yahh :')

MID TERM

abis ujian MARKETING ...

fiuh~

cape2 ngapalin yang kluar cuma 13 soal !!!!

sebell bgtt sumpahh ....

malah ngapalin sampee mati ...

mw gila gw ...

ga sukses nih MID kalii ini .. :((

bnyk pikiran ,, bnyk materi ,,

:((

bsok terakhir ujian PR .. hope i can do the best dehh ...

:)

love you always

Thanks for everything :')

you changed my life

i always love you

baru x ini bener2 ngerasain sakit di tinggal org yg gw sayang ..

setelah apa yang udh di lalui selama 14 blan ..

gw udh cape yang namanya nangis

gw udh cape yang namanya inget2 lo

tpi gw ga bsa lepas itu smua .. gw masih sayang bgt ma lo ..

gw ga tw mpe kpn rasa itu bakal ilang ..

gw inget bgt kenangan-kenangan yang udah di lalui ..

pas prom night lo nyanyiin lagu TANGGA-HEBAT bwat gw ...

pas gw ultah lo kasih gw surprise dtg ke rmh

pas valentine lo ke rmh gw ngasih bunga ..

ketika gw nangis lo apus air mata gw :(

itu bener-bener berarti bgt bwat gw ...

dan gw ga bsa lupain ..

ketika gw udh menerima lo apa adanya .. lo ninggalin gw ,, itu sakit bgt ,,.,

gw merasa seakan-akan lo itu ga sedih udh pisah .. dan itu bwat gw nusuk bgt ...

setiap hari nya gw nge-GALAU terus di twitter .. gw ga tw lo bca TIMELINE gw ato ga .. sampe tmn gw sndri cape x bca twit gw , gw ga tw lo nyadar ato ga , semua yang gw tulis tentang lo smua .. gw masih berharap lo balik ma gw ...

pas tgal 9 mei kmaren gw sms lo bwat nny sesuatu pun lo na lupa bles sms gw .. gw pikir dengan kita putus lo bisa berubah tpi ternyata lo ga berubah .. gw berusaha bwat berubah . gw berusaha bwat menjadi dewasa, tpi gw ga melihat usaha lo bwat berubah . kenapa ??

gw ga ngerti alesan lo putusin gw itu kenapa ?

gw udh blg ma lo klo gw fine2 aja .. tpi kenapa lo sepertinya ingin sekali putus

ato mungkin ada cwe lain ??

gw tauk gw ini bnyk kekurangannya . tpi kenapa cara lo gini ? ini sakitt bgt loh ....

gw mpe bingung gmna gw crita ma nyokap gw ..

perjuangan kita yang bikin bokapnyokap gw setuju ma hubungan kita itu udh panjang bgt ,, dan sekarang lo malah dengan gampang mutusin hubungan ini ajah ..

gw sempet berpikir bwat sakitin diri gw sendiri .. karna gw ga kuat ...

beberapa malam gw doa supaya nyawa gw di ambil ajah .. toh gw jg udh bosen idup dr kpn2 .. gw merasa hidup gw gitu2 ajah ...

tpii gw sadar qlo emg blom waktunya mati minta mpe kpn pun ga bakal d kabulinn

akhirnya gw doa byar gw ilang ingatan ajha .. soalnya gw udh ga tahan .. kenangan kita tuh banyak bgt ... tetapii Tuhan pun ga kabulinn ...

dan sekarang gw berdoa byar Tuhan bisa bikin gw kesabaran ...

gw cuma pgen lo tauk klo gw sayang bgt ma lo ,, gw ga nuntut macem2 dari lo ...

gw cuma pgen lo berubah ,,.

bkankah lo yg blg sendiri klo mencintai itu apa adanya ..?

gw bener2 rapuhh bgt ...

gw bener2 pengen lo tepatin janji lo yg "GAK PERNAH NINGGALIN GW" ..

tpi gw rasa itu BULLSHIT ..

gw bener2 kesepiann ..

gw ga tw mw curhat ke siapa sekarang ..

ga ad yg ngasih gw semangat lagii ...

gw iri temen2 gw yg jadian masih ma pacarnya .. walaupun hub mereka LDR ..

tolong dgrin lagu Rio Febrian - Aku bertahan ..

ps : i love you

udh lama ga nulis blog ,.. tpi ga tw mw nulis apaan ... hha ...

2011

Harapan di taun 2011 ?? BANYAKKK bangedd ,,....

• RAJIN k GEREJA *di taon 2010 gwe maless bgd .. ada ajah alesan , tp gwe mw berubahh kog . :)
• semua orang yg gwe sayang itu ga pergi dari gwe .. yapp . gwe sedih bgd klo kehilangan .
• kuliah ? gwe pgen nilai gwe baik2 ajah . ga mengharapkan IP 4,00 yg pting IP gwe ga jeblok gwe udh seneng kog ..
• keluarga ? gwe pgen mereka SEHAT SELALU, REJEKI TAMBAH, UMUR PANJANG, it's enough .
  
• sahabat dan teman ? gwe pgen lebih bnyk temen , dan pgen baik2 ajah ma sahabat gwe .. males bgd klo ada masalah .
  
• pacar ? ya harapan gwe pgen dy lebih INGAD gwe ajah kog .. :) hehe .. makin sayang n cinta jg :*
• my life ? ya gwe ingin yg baik2 ajah kog .
  
• gwe ga mw masalah gwe bertambah (soalnya masalah ga mungkin hilang)
• gwe ga mw sedih di tahun ini (tapi kenyataannya ajah di awal tahun gwe sudah sedihh , ya gara2 dy )
• gwe mw THEATER gwe sukses .. :)
• gwe mw my lovely bro dtg .. :') gwe kngenn woiiii
• gwe mw di ajariinn naekk mobill donkk papiii
• gwe mw MACBOOK .. :'(
• gwe mw di berii kebebasan .. :)

that's it ...